Third day, Ya ALLAH... Zafran cried again. But when he reached at school, he suddenly quiet and entered the door with no tears. Alhamdulillah. Thank you ALLAH! I am waiting patiently for what HE wants to give me for tomorrow, hopefully something good again, if not, i will keep on praying and will never stop praying.
I can see a not so cheerful self of Zafran everytime i picked him up from school. When at home, he behaved like a 'true' gentleman hahaha! I guess he must be thinking "am i being so naughty? that's why momma and ayah send me to school? So i must behave myself today, so that tomorrow they will not send me there anymore!"
Anak mama tak nakal...this is just a step for you to see how different the world outside there baby... Tak percaya? Nanti bila besar for sure Zafran akan tahu kenapa mama dengan ayah hantar Zafran pergi sekolah! Right now, when i talk to him about school, i tell him why he must go to school, he seems to understand everything i said, but....
"TAPI, TAPI SAYA TAK NAK SEKOLAH" He suddenly whispered to me softly!
Habis tu camno? Mama tunggu sampai Zafran boleh terima apa itu sekolah. When Muazzam and i went to school to pick him up, we can see how much he is excited to go home. Then Muazzam told him "Zafran, amin teacher dulu sebelum balik..."
Then he, "ey..ey..ey..salam, saya nak balik.."
ALLAHUAKBAR anak aku! Selamba ok...panggil teacher macam tu, takpe sabar..sabar..baru third day kan.
Seriously, deep deep deep inside my heart, I want him to be with me 24-7, but we can't refuse something that is set in front of us, phases of life that we must go through and that's how the life works kan! Ok la Zafran, cheer up baby! Mama will always pray for you no matter what.
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